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school today was fine i guess :D
slept at 4 plus am and was so tired in class ,
not that i don want to sleep, but i can't sleeeep ):
went for Maths and that Poh pass us some holy bible ? he got so many of them.
He ask us to read it , o.o , who will , i don wanna my brain to go haywire .
the math class was all about him showing videos and ppt slides again.
okayy with abit of teaching , abit cos he was blabbering like he always do. i don get it-.-
he'll goes : " so far so simple! " and goes on like he's teaching himself .
then went off for EH , haha! i got a shock when i got my marks back , omg .
was higher than expected . WAHAHAHAS.
went makan , and went blue lagooon ,
damm funny , everyone sees dumbo like some star , and they goes " wuzun wuzun!"
then went back to class , for SM , rarhhhhhhhhh , heeeeheeeeheee.
i finally cannot tahan after 1 hour of SM and fell asleeeep , really dam tired .
woke up at 430pm , went home at 5 pm. really don wanna talk to WONG WONG so i zao first xD. she's going to tell me that I'M DANGEROUS !hohoho.
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tweeety..

(:

trying to make things go a little slower.
it just had to be reciprocal.



tmr's the first day of school . T.T
no more sleeping late alr..rarrrh.
my handphone strap broke again. wth.LOL.
S.T.U.P.I.D.

not 30,i can't even handle it now. LOL.

it could be so easy..
and everything would be fine..
都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候



WTH.my stomach is failing alr ,
eat anything also pain T.T haha!
oooh , school's coming!
i hate CATS la , stupid project.
you create your own problems , then you solve it.LOL.


My phone is full of funny photos and videos now!
Hazel just kept snapping and recording, and i didnt realise she was video-ing me,
9 mins plus of me sleeping LOL.

WOOOW. tmr's the last day..

A choice.

it hurts.
but i didnt wish for it either
its not like you care ,
ohwell , imy.

kana spammed call last midnight , LOL.
can't even sleeep , so she switched to sms-ing me
and WOW now she's treating me a meal :D
but but but i hope , she won't call me again . xD.

i lost something , rarh.
something so precious to me!
why the hell did i lose it , it's been with me for so long .
i think i won't find it anywhere anymore .
LOLLL. i miss it so much alr .
and i toooook soooo long to realise it -.-

school's in another 2 days, omg, so fast.

now what?




The weather is good today .
The evening is good too.
The night is good too.
The early morning is not too good.
LOL.

Trust.

LOL.

so here i am , looking at your photo , thinking of nothing but you.







I'm all alone
all by myself
there is no one here beside me
im all alone
quite, all alone
no one to comfort me or guide me
why is there no one here with me
on the long and winding road
to lift my heavy load
if there were someone here with me
how happy i would be
but i'm alone ...
quite all alone
all by myself

i'm all alone

Wake up call .

:O

doing my Eco Project . LOL.
i don wanna go for meet ups xD.
hahahahahaha!
and there's CEC proj 2 ! o.o
luckily we're using the site in AMK (:

omg omg omg , EG1 , lol . maths ,
hehehe.

Is there something i have to understand?

DANGER!

i just don wanna bother superman anymore.
yea i shouldn't .

(:

the sun is setting perhaps ?

why am i even trying? l:

went to grandma house today , ((:
met up with cousins , hm , sometimes i wish their com
will break down , so that both of them can stop DOTA-ing -.-
dam idiotic lar .
we still didnt fail to have pizzas , and to watch BOF together on TV :D
TTY bought chips , haha , and TTW bought green tea xD.
cousin fetch us home (:

woo , it's fathers' day !
bought something for papa. LOL.
i didn't know i will .

thanks(:

that someone...

sometimes you feel that the someone is here with you..
you toook it for granted ..
and when that someone is not there anymore..
it's so hard to explain this kind of feelings..

early!

haha! miao woke up dam early today !
the bad thing about waking up early ,
it'll let my mind wander far far away . xD.
and i don't know why but i don't feel like sleeping at all.
ahgong can't sleep last night , and it's so late already!
so i guess he'll sleep till damm late . hehehe.

i feel so empty inside now. o.o

it's so early , shall try if he'll wake up. haha!
i mean try . xD.

CAMP! (:

haha! so i enjoy my camp ?
YES !
it was so adventurous !
and it was absolutely fun .
hahaha! behaving like what i want to,
without restrain ! ((:
but i'm always sweating , it's dam hot !
rarrrrh , and the camp instructor is always starving me!
if not , he won't give me water !
hohohohoho.

my camp instructor doesnt mind me being like this , so it's okay!
however , the camp ended so early ! ):
i will miss my camp instructor so much):
he's dam lazy , how bad huh ! hm .
manage to catch 3 and 1/2 movies ,
i fell asleep at the second one , rarrrh xD.
GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST.
i fell asleep . hohohoho.

DRAG ME TO HELL .
ooooh , it's so hilarious , LOL.
the old lady , hahahhahahahha!
ayooo , my camp instructor is scared !
hohoho .

MONSTERS vs ALIENS (3D)
hohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho!
finally he allows me to watch it ! (:
it's soooo nice !
and the squirrel is dam cute xD.
hahahahahahahahaahaha !

THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL.
hahaha , thought it was gonna be something nice , LOL.
stupid ending !
hehehe , so we slept at 5 am ! (:


ohwells , haha!
no photos for this post,aww):
they're kept for ourselves !
(((:

BYEBYE!

When love is in the air.

sometimes you just don't know what to do.
i've seen how small things are .
that can leave me speechless .
loss for words.

Another sleepless night
I'm still starin' at the ceiling
I can hear him fighting
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?

If I had my way
I'd corner him and say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwing up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever

Another day goes by and nothing changed
He's still the same
I can hear her cryin
Thinking she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Loves not enough when you say it
Don't you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go
Never let her go

hohoho.

went to school today for MOL (:
glad i went , yay . happyyyy.
cos i've finished all !
met up with Emily and yanwen at the entrance ,
went into their cab , and went to blk 47 , haha!
i saw canteen 4 finally, but it's so far away ! THE END OF NP.
went up to find Mr Poh , check out our progress.
went around koping papers , LOL. they can be useful. XD
went down to do our MOL , hoho, forgot where i started do started all over again(:
Thanks to Dajie and Erjie , i finished quite fast (:
and Erjie is like always reminding me of stuffs , haha , and updating me .
thanks to her(: , if not i will be having my test at 3 instead of 11 . or at 9 instead of 3. LOL.
Ahgong is dam cute , hahahaha , he drew out how to solve the math qn for me.
hahahaha.
finished at dono what time , hahahaha, quite late.
went to Makan with people , dammmm hungry , xD.
me and erjie is sooooo lonely ):
cos dajie is BUSSYYYYYYYYY with other people!
Seafood noodles taste nice ! (:
toooo big bowl alr . so damm full . XD
but miao is so broke now ):
howwwww sadddddd.

and omg , i thought i threw my rubbish into the dustbin ,
but instead my mother told me i threw in into the washing machine .
and my rubbish are cleannn and shinnny now . LOL.

(:



This is us ! (:

K.I.S.S

day out with ahgong (:
finally after soooo long , hahahaha.
one whole day(:
hope it's nice , and yay he said it's nice! ((:

Miao is happy(:
3 days taunting ? (:
((((((:

perhaps.

will goodbyes remain as goodbyes forever ? perhaps.

never ever did i made him trust me , never...

The reason why i hate goodbyes , is cos it's gonna be long for another goodbye.

HAHAHAHAHAS.

Today was quite a tiring day , i don't know why ,
from CEC paper , i was already dammm tired , xD.
but i wrote ALOT ok , and when wongwong walk past , i write faster , LOL.
was bloody cold la, -.- why did they make the room so cold and make everyone wear jacket ?!
Then was a super long break , 4 hours ? i think .
went ourspace , haha , then went to kajiao ahgong , pei him walk to blk 50 for his exam,
then he SHOO me away , hahahahahahaha XD

ecology , rarrrrrh , was so dammm tired to move and kept falling asleeep.
but hahhahaaha ,i manage to write for my ECO , (:
at least i did , hahahahahahahahaa .
and was irritated cos i got no more tissues , hohoho.
Ended early at 4 i guesss , went down and buy something to drink,
rarrrrh , D:

tooook bus back to AMK (:
for once i felt so independant , LOL.
i went to the doctor myself.
^^V
waited for dam long la ,
clinic is also dumb la , the place is damm cold .
LOL.
home , sleeeep .
WEBCAM with ahgong ! (:

13 th :DD

HAPPY.

met ahgong to go to school together (:
hahahahahaaha.

maths test was today and i was late , rarrrh.
Barging in the class when it's soooo quite , so paiseh.
hahahaha, and i had to tell her my table number when there's only empty table left-.-
LOL. struggling with my paper , and waiting for time to pass.
the stupid invigilator kept staring at me -.-
finally it ended , XD
my poor bag was lying on the floor!
bidded farewell at the lift , haha ! yanwen misss me tooo much XD

went to meet ahgong , went back to have lunch at MACS . omg o.o
dammm super spicy , LOL.
took my time to eat , hohohohohoho.
then went for pool , (((:

home .

edited !

hahahahahah how can i forget !
i was dam high when i saw ahgong hahahahahaha.
he's wearing it !
(:

FLY HIGH !

i feel like making superman fly far far far far away (:

the reason why you say something was for the sake of having an understanding ear .
not for sake of saying you're stupid , crying over something thats seems so small to them that they won't waste their tears on.
whatever it is , it's all in your mind .

just when i learn what emotions are .
i learn what tears are for .
a little thought for a million tears .

LOLOLOLOLOL

common test is tmr.
wow.
wow.
wow.
goodluck to me .
goodluck to everyone with tests.
((:




just can't help it again .
thats life ...


(:

love just has its ups and downs .

back to superman):

still , nothing seems to feel right :l


woke up at 7am today , i only had 7 mins to bathe!
omg , ahgong was late .
ahgong is a pig , and a pig does what ? hahaha!
i regret not video-ing it down ): hahahaha!
watch BOF from 12 to about 2 den slept , ((:

i had lessons from 8am - 10am! haha!
of cos it ended late la, cos it's wong ! RARRRH!
fell asleeep , totally tired . hohoho.
poly is a place where you can't slack at all -.- how idiotic.
went to canteen 3 with class , haha , stole food , xD. too hungry already !
ahgong came to find me , then makan , and pool !
wooo , i feeel like my pool sucks -.- wth .
otoh , i still won 4 games , hahahahhahahahaha!
then went MAC to makan , hahahaha , do we eat alot ? xD.
then walk back to NP , he went for lessons , i went home , haha.

went HUB , then saw denise and Jocelyn Hoe , hahaha!
haha , i feeel dumb -.- cos it melted afterall !
went back NP to go home with ahgong (:

went home .
i need my ATM card . NOW!

rarrh.

dono what to do now!
hahaha!

he's sleeping le ):
dono whether to wake him up.
he fell asleeep so quickly!
leave me alone liao la!

hahaha.((:
Goodnights people!

both so tough.

i should just concentrate on my studies now (:
but it's so tough -.- wth. rarrrrrrrh.
wong talk to me again , she's worried for me i guess.
LOL. cos i'm gonna fail her module ?LOL hope not.


otoh , dear is studying hard(:

hahaha, all the best to us! (((:

crushed.

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind in waste and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But i cant get past the dial tone
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I cant keep going this way

CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips i've never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch I've always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands i've never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that I've ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I haven't ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so I'm left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that Im gonna find a way
And I won't be afraid just like yesterday
Won't walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz' there can never be no more
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I won't keep going this way

Crushing,
Im so into to you
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Gotta find a way to you
I dont know just what to do
Crushing,
Im so into to you
Don't know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to you.
Ohhhh Imm
Crushing,
Im so into you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to you

((:

Having maths tutorial now . hahaha!
Stupid teacher! keeep aiming me ! D:

I PASS MY MATHS QUIZ (((((((:
hahahaha!
cos of intensive training from ahgong , ofcos,
my smartness! (((:
hohohohoho!

i know it's gonna be a NO .
i still tried .
cos i'm still hoping afterall.

losing faith .

every word from you isn't a word of consolation.

if a smiley from your text can make my day.


against your will . you shan't do it.

i don't have to be happy .
do i ? you said it.
the someone who can cheer me up refuses to do so.
and ask me "do i have to be happy ? "