My com's ALIVE again ! wheeees :D
oh haha.i'm having steamboat later :DD
but i've no .... appetitie. T.T
how can it be ?! i'm suppose to eat :D
woke up quite late today bahs , hehehe.
infont of my com till now :D hahaha.
jiamin's gonna change course to NP ? :D
i got into NP , civil and environmental engineering :D
i'm gonna build bridges ?! hoho.
kays i admit i know only LITTLE of the course.xP
yay! i downloaded ALOT of songs xD {113!
hooooooooray !
you're already on your way.
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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
yay! MORE PHOTOS, but it takes time to upload!
and it's sooooooooooo slow xD
so bye byes! :DDDD
25-01-2009
Reunion dinner was along with my birthday! :D
Had steamboat , plain rice with soup ! hahahahas.
and my "dang ou" , dammm nice :DD
right , was ASKED to drink beeeeer . whatever ,
My cousins , i love them ! xD
{kays la , only 6 were absent>< and teck yoong ran away !!!!!!!!! :@
26-01-2009
New year today ! HAHAHAS.
some pig fell asleep while talking on the phone,
and slept in the storeroom :D
i am so lazy to type more! xP
went to ahma house , played daidee and won!
1 card for 50cents , hahahas.
win 20 plus ? xD quite little la , but i earned money! :DD
kept drinking lemon water , hahahahs.
all relatives give me angpow will tell me this :
" yao guai guai ah" HAHAHAHAS.
they say i not guai T.T hohohoho. i am ! ^^
then play "ban luck" , haha, win 4 bucks ? :DDD
then papa side for BBQ, hoho, loh hei is abalone.
eat , play , talk , gamble , won 24 bucks ,haha.
home at 12 , reached home at 1 , haha.
my nephews are cute :DD he didnt want to go home
and sat on my laps ^^ he fed me with his pacifier , HAHAS.
right , dont want blog liao , byes.
pictures up SOOOOON :D
Reunion dinner was along with my birthday! :D
Had steamboat , plain rice with soup ! hahahahas.
and my "dang ou" , dammm nice :DD
right , was ASKED to drink beeeeer . whatever ,
My cousins , i love them ! xD
{kays la , only 6 were absent>< and teck yoong ran away !!!!!!!!! :@
26-01-2009
New year today ! HAHAHAS.
some pig fell asleep while talking on the phone,
and slept in the storeroom :D
i am so lazy to type more! xP
went to ahma house , played daidee and won!
1 card for 50cents , hahahas.
win 20 plus ? xD quite little la , but i earned money! :DD
kept drinking lemon water , hahahahs.
all relatives give me angpow will tell me this :
" yao guai guai ah" HAHAHAHAS.
they say i not guai T.T hohohoho. i am ! ^^
then play "ban luck" , haha, win 4 bucks ? :DDD
then papa side for BBQ, hoho, loh hei is abalone.
eat , play , talk , gamble , won 24 bucks ,haha.
home at 12 , reached home at 1 , haha.
my nephews are cute :DD he didnt want to go home
and sat on my laps ^^ he fed me with his pacifier , HAHAS.
right , dont want blog liao , byes.
pictures up SOOOOON :D
Sunday, January 25, 2009
The raindrops fall incessantly
Each I think the sky's letting up
Thre seems to be another cloud
Bringing the dark
Coming right at me
So often I can't see the road ahead
The blinding headlights loom then go out again
But suddenly I find that I don't need to strife
'Cause I realize I am rising, I'm flying and....
Only in the dark when I can't seem to see
I learn to hear Your whisper that's been guiding me
Reach out for the hand that bears the light
So my step is right
Only in the dark
Now each day's a step that's lighted up
And the questions asked won't make me stop
'Cause I know no matter how I feel
That this is real
And I'm slowly getting to a place where it's not...
So let the shadows come
And let me run into Your arms where
I can feel the warmth of Your touch - unmistakable
Leading me on, loving me on, turning me on
Though now it seems to be that...
Each I think the sky's letting up
Thre seems to be another cloud
Bringing the dark
Coming right at me
So often I can't see the road ahead
The blinding headlights loom then go out again
But suddenly I find that I don't need to strife
'Cause I realize I am rising, I'm flying and....
Only in the dark when I can't seem to see
I learn to hear Your whisper that's been guiding me
Reach out for the hand that bears the light
So my step is right
Only in the dark
Now each day's a step that's lighted up
And the questions asked won't make me stop
'Cause I know no matter how I feel
That this is real
And I'm slowly getting to a place where it's not...
So let the shadows come
And let me run into Your arms where
I can feel the warmth of Your touch - unmistakable
Leading me on, loving me on, turning me on
Though now it seems to be that...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME xD
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Hello people :D just back from outside.
right i cut my hair today , and i'm falling asleep.
i closed my eyes , and i didnt know how she was
cutting it xD hehehehe, it turned out FINE . hoho.
went home take medicine then sleep xD
this medicine is superb ! makes me sooo sleepy.
sleeep at 2 i guess , then woke up at 5 plus (:
woke up and stared at the TV , ohgosh , i'm rotting at home:D
then ASS called , meet him at banquet for dinner
with kunliang behind asking me go tekken , lol.
your cap tooooo BIG for me la, understand?!
went meeeet him and his 3 cousins , wencheng,yaorui,kunliang.
{kays, now KL's telling me i'm FAT online, bangla ! :@$#$!@#
didnt eat , no nice fooood ,drank milk tea , drink you all the plain water la.30cents :D
kunliang ask me go tekken with him , hehs, lose lose lose ): T.T i lose to all of them.cpu best!:D
then challenge yaorui ,win him with bangla help , LOL
then went to find my contacts , wanna buy , all closed =.= {dinosuar la!
hehehe, went to find fooooooooooood :D ahgong is fierce
went 7-11 , then homed. yay!
15 mins more ! :D
TOMORROW IS MY DAY!
yayness, my red xD
perhaps you can give me a handshake to
congratulate me , i am sick . )):
papa gonna scold that i didnt rest D:
hehs, whatever , hehe.
but i wanna get welll ! new year's 2 days away! T.T
did i mention i'm peniless ?:D
well , i spent 150 bucks yesterday D: omg.
went long john for clam chowder , it's nice(:
joyce came to my house , yay!
to wait for me , cos , joyce knows why :D
I AM BUSY . hohohoho.
went amk make ez link with jocelyn hoe .
hehs,saw KIM so went to city hall together :D
went bank first to transfer money to ken , wow.
went penisula , KIM went to find his cousin .
shop for quite long there, heeeee, free alteration :D
joyce got her bermudas, i got my jeans , wheees :D
felt like buying one for myself tooooooo xP
then went fareast :DDD
shop and shop , in boys shop , haha.
{well , there isn't even a thank you , slap*}
damm tired and hungry , went yakun xD
joyce is a water bucket ! 水桶 ! hahaha!
she act gentleman , helped pick up 50 bucks
on the floor for a lady , hehs ! ACT LAH ! xD
then took 162 to J8 to meet teresa ,yueling and sis.
COTTON ON , like finally ? :DD
i bought red xD
then to chinatown to meeet mama and meimei to OG.
wooooot , we spent so much on bra and panties:D
{excluding mine , hohoho. not gonna buy ! :@
me and mei mei bought a same top , while wandering around
OG xD { nice hor , mei mei ? ((:
shop till OG closed . LOL.
then went to buy some tidbits . yay!
we got lots of extra cos they said i'm pretty :D
and they gave me lots of them to try . lol .
haha.
then took 166 home , tired kays :D
then 阿公called , yay!
OT SUCKS , SUCKS SUCKS!
met him below my house to pass him his stuff. :D
is like , for 10 mins ?! DDD:
Then at night , meimei and sis was lying on mama bed.
i was busy , packing my clothes while they are FREE.
mama : " help me clean the floor for your room k , "
me:" ok ."
mama: "hurry , let mei mei and sis sleep liao "
me:"wait "
sis: "hurry , i want sleeeep ! "
{they are free =.=
OH , FUCK. isn't it unfair ?
congratulate me , i am sick . )):
papa gonna scold that i didnt rest D:
hehs, whatever , hehe.
but i wanna get welll ! new year's 2 days away! T.T
did i mention i'm peniless ?:D
well , i spent 150 bucks yesterday D: omg.
went long john for clam chowder , it's nice(:
joyce came to my house , yay!
to wait for me , cos , joyce knows why :D
I AM BUSY . hohohoho.
went amk make ez link with jocelyn hoe .
hehs,saw KIM so went to city hall together :D
went bank first to transfer money to ken , wow.
went penisula , KIM went to find his cousin .
shop for quite long there, heeeee, free alteration :D
joyce got her bermudas, i got my jeans , wheees :D
felt like buying one for myself tooooooo xP
then went fareast :DDD
shop and shop , in boys shop , haha.
{well , there isn't even a thank you , slap*}
damm tired and hungry , went yakun xD
joyce is a water bucket ! 水桶 ! hahaha!
she act gentleman , helped pick up 50 bucks
on the floor for a lady , hehs ! ACT LAH ! xD
then took 162 to J8 to meet teresa ,yueling and sis.
COTTON ON , like finally ? :DD
i bought red xD
then to chinatown to meeet mama and meimei to OG.
wooooot , we spent so much on bra and panties:D
{excluding mine , hohoho. not gonna buy ! :@
me and mei mei bought a same top , while wandering around
OG xD { nice hor , mei mei ? ((:
shop till OG closed . LOL.
then went to buy some tidbits . yay!
we got lots of extra cos they said i'm pretty :D
and they gave me lots of them to try . lol .
haha.
then took 166 home , tired kays :D
then 阿公called , yay!
OT SUCKS , SUCKS SUCKS!
met him below my house to pass him his stuff. :D
is like , for 10 mins ?! DDD:
Then at night , meimei and sis was lying on mama bed.
i was busy , packing my clothes while they are FREE.
mama : " help me clean the floor for your room k , "
me:" ok ."
mama: "hurry , let mei mei and sis sleep liao "
me:"wait "
sis: "hurry , i want sleeeep ! "
{they are free =.=
OH , FUCK. isn't it unfair ?
Friday, January 23, 2009
Last post before i go out !
going out to shop xD
but i'm peniless (:
whatever ! ^^
woke up at 5 am today.
i had 3 hours of sleeeeeeeep.
dark circles will soon be my BEST BUDDY :
snoozing rocks, they kept me awake
at a sequence of 3 mins xD
then called dumbdumb at 6 to wake up!
then at 7 , was washing the fridge , yuck!
and i need anlene , my back >< LOL
then scrub floooooor ! argh .
i'm gonna get a nice bath then out i go!
*i want a hair cut ! *
gtg, byebyes.
yaorui is soooo cheap.
going out to shop xD
but i'm peniless (:
whatever ! ^^
woke up at 5 am today.
i had 3 hours of sleeeeeeeep.
dark circles will soon be my BEST BUDDY :
snoozing rocks, they kept me awake
at a sequence of 3 mins xD
then called dumbdumb at 6 to wake up!
then at 7 , was washing the fridge , yuck!
and i need anlene , my back >< LOL
then scrub floooooor ! argh .
i'm gonna get a nice bath then out i go!
*i want a hair cut ! *
gtg, byebyes.
yaorui is soooo cheap.
The lonliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope had seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining from up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
and all things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give and wont let go
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope had seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining from up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
and all things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give and wont let go
Thursday, January 22, 2009
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right,i missed it again xP
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONG YI ! (:
the january babies xD
Should i let this be a long post?:D
currently munching on my toblerone xP
{they're all mine ^^v
Tuesday
met joyce at AMK mac for beggar's meal(:
then was crapping with her , then this lady came.
Ask joyce to translate and sms her husband .
Guess she got abandoned? DD:
Then finally finally , tortise got his ass out of his house.
We dapao some disgusting milo and macmuffin for him.
EW. it taste horrible . :
went to mayflower sec , hehs ,was scared that we cant go in cos we were
wearing casual , super casual . xD saw Mr Chen ,my choir
conductor , wheees , he was asking me :" what are you doing now?"
i was stunned , :P dono what to answer , i made him repeat for thrice?xP
somehow i missed his teaching , during choir practise ):
then JIMMYLIM gave joyce her testimonial ,went to her house,wa! scare me lah!
jiajia charged out of her house barking at me ! >< to go
help iron shirt , heh! heh! i'm pro okay , wont chao da de lehs :D
was sitting at the balcony feeding her fishes , cool , all soo greedy de.
there's no difference between the green and red one la ass! xD
then after joyce style her hair , we went to take 410 to J8 , shopping :D
then took MRT to causeway point to shop , then foodcourt fo fooood . xD
time to go republic poly ! walk there , wow , dammm retarded but funny lahs.
LMAO , ROFL , zigui was standing one traffic light away from
this signboard " REPUBLIC POLY" , then he went to ask a group of students,
" Hey , do you all know where's republic poly ? " joyce and me zao first .
along the walk there , i guess we asked ALOT of people :D omg.
dammmmmmmmmmm embarrassing , hehs !
Then went to E1 , level 5 for joyce interview , we waited outside .
the interview was fast , heh , chances are slim for her D:
her mama called , scary lahs ! i don't dare to answer her calls anymore T.T
Then cabbed down to AMK , KFC for joyce mountain dew.
wheeeees , tekken at arcade ! hais , depressing , i lost to ass with bob.
then met 阿公at bus stop :DDDDDDDD
went my house to get my things , then went to 阿公's chalet xP .
the ambience of his chalet made people sleeepy D:
our dinner , tekken , was all cancelled cos we're all asleep xP
woke up at 1 plus am , beeer time :DDD
online looking at tekken machines , so wanting to buy one!
but it's dammm , super ex , )): T.T
kays , call me a noob. bleh ! i can't drink )):
*pooom* fell asleeep , hehs , one more can will do xD
woke up quite late uhs , 12 plus . lazy bathe ><
yeah ! i made 阿公piggyback me to the toilet . haha.
He was watching Mickey Mouse on the TV ? o.o
hehehehehe, helped to straighten his hair , whees , not ugly hor!
went to arcade for tekken , :DDDD i'm an addict .xP {hohoho
I love BOB , and Christie , and HANDSOME leo xD
hais , i must train myself for time crisis ! T.T
went to makan , makan , hungry hungry (:
shop around for shirts , hehs , nothing nice ):
we bought our slippers , kays , black looks nicer.
can't bear to throw our old ones away ! :DDD
then went to meet Fiona at AMK mrt .
went down to orchard first . we bounced. cos
everyone haven reach yet ):
many back out , hais . Left zehybye , luqman and
阿公 . nvm , we enjoyed ourselves at Sakura still !
LOL , thanks sasa and ken .
i miss jia min ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT :DDD
and i finally see her ! (((: hooooooray !
thanks for your presents , weizi and hweeleng too.
kay , kim , you owe me , hee.
camwhoring with JOYCE 'S PHONE FRONT CAMERA IS COOL!xD
Nice day . i guess... :}
photos up soooon !
i will tell myself everyday,i'm gonna be strong,i will be strong,i am strong,
There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart
Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
the january babies xD
Should i let this be a long post?:D
currently munching on my toblerone xP
{they're all mine ^^v
Tuesday
met joyce at AMK mac for beggar's meal(:
then was crapping with her , then this lady came.
Ask joyce to translate and sms her husband .
Guess she got abandoned? DD:
Then finally finally , tortise got his ass out of his house.
We dapao some disgusting milo and macmuffin for him.
EW. it taste horrible . :
went to mayflower sec , hehs ,was scared that we cant go in cos we were
wearing casual , super casual . xD saw Mr Chen ,my choir
conductor , wheees , he was asking me :" what are you doing now?"
i was stunned , :P dono what to answer , i made him repeat for thrice?xP
somehow i missed his teaching , during choir practise ):
then JIMMYLIM gave joyce her testimonial ,went to her house,wa! scare me lah!
jiajia charged out of her house barking at me ! >< to go
help iron shirt , heh! heh! i'm pro okay , wont chao da de lehs :D
was sitting at the balcony feeding her fishes , cool , all soo greedy de.
there's no difference between the green and red one la ass! xD
then after joyce style her hair , we went to take 410 to J8 , shopping :D
then took MRT to causeway point to shop , then foodcourt fo fooood . xD
time to go republic poly ! walk there , wow , dammm retarded but funny lahs.
LMAO , ROFL , zigui was standing one traffic light away from
this signboard " REPUBLIC POLY" , then he went to ask a group of students,
" Hey , do you all know where's republic poly ? " joyce and me zao first .
along the walk there , i guess we asked ALOT of people :D omg.
dammmmmmmmmmm embarrassing , hehs !
Then went to E1 , level 5 for joyce interview , we waited outside .
the interview was fast , heh , chances are slim for her D:
her mama called , scary lahs ! i don't dare to answer her calls anymore T.T
Then cabbed down to AMK , KFC for joyce mountain dew.
wheeeees , tekken at arcade ! hais , depressing , i lost to ass with bob.
then met 阿公at bus stop :DDDDDDDD
went my house to get my things , then went to 阿公's chalet xP .
the ambience of his chalet made people sleeepy D:
our dinner , tekken , was all cancelled cos we're all asleep xP
woke up at 1 plus am , beeer time :DDD
online looking at tekken machines , so wanting to buy one!
but it's dammm , super ex , )): T.T
kays , call me a noob. bleh ! i can't drink )):
*pooom* fell asleeep , hehs , one more can will do xD
woke up quite late uhs , 12 plus . lazy bathe ><
yeah ! i made 阿公piggyback me to the toilet . haha.
He was watching Mickey Mouse on the TV ? o.o
hehehehehe, helped to straighten his hair , whees , not ugly hor!
went to arcade for tekken , :DDDD i'm an addict .xP {hohoho
I love BOB , and Christie , and HANDSOME leo xD
hais , i must train myself for time crisis ! T.T
went to makan , makan , hungry hungry (:
shop around for shirts , hehs , nothing nice ):
we bought our slippers , kays , black looks nicer.
can't bear to throw our old ones away ! :DDD
then went to meet Fiona at AMK mrt .
went down to orchard first . we bounced. cos
everyone haven reach yet ):
many back out , hais . Left zehybye , luqman and
阿公 . nvm , we enjoyed ourselves at Sakura still !
LOL , thanks sasa and ken .
i miss jia min ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT :DDD
and i finally see her ! (((: hooooooray !
thanks for your presents , weizi and hweeleng too.
kay , kim , you owe me , hee.
camwhoring with JOYCE 'S PHONE FRONT CAMERA IS COOL!xD
Nice day . i guess... :}
photos up soooon !
i will tell myself everyday,i'm gonna be strong,i will be strong,i am strong,
There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart
Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny
Monday, January 19, 2009
I'm dammmmmm bored. T.T
cos i've been stuck at home since
morning ! ):
why is there nothing to do?! x.x
dumb dumb is beside me now xD
know who's that ? :DDDDDDD
it's this person ! >>>
cos i've been stuck at home since
morning ! ):
why is there nothing to do?! x.x
dumb dumb is beside me now xD
know who's that ? :DDDDDDD
it's this person ! >>>
My friend is giving me a headache !
What a question to ask !
"How does it feels to be happy ?"
i don't know how to answer :x
nvm,as long as i have my present ! xD
rest assured ! i will think of what i want ! ((:
oh well , i wonder.
yesterday went shopping with family.
went to suntec , then marina ,
yeah ! i got my bag , wheees :D
then 阿公came to meet us ,
went to eat , then阿公 and me went to
bugis , xD
super duper crowded , x.x
aw, cant find his jeans , hehehe.
went to street ,gr so crowded.
here bang there bang . :x
hahas.
bought only 2 things . blablablah .xD
took 133 home , den went to eat our stuff :D
wheeeees, milk tea ! heeee^^
went home at 130 am .
bathe till 240 i think .
then shooooom ! 5 plus , sms 阿公then i fell
asleeep . ):
hahas ! i know you all miss me lahs ! just say so! :DD
What a question to ask !
"How does it feels to be happy ?"
i don't know how to answer :x
nvm,as long as i have my present ! xD
rest assured ! i will think of what i want ! ((:
oh well , i wonder.
yesterday went shopping with family.
went to suntec , then marina ,
yeah ! i got my bag , wheees :D
then 阿公came to meet us ,
went to eat , then阿公 and me went to
bugis , xD
super duper crowded , x.x
aw, cant find his jeans , hehehe.
went to street ,gr so crowded.
here bang there bang . :x
hahas.
bought only 2 things . blablablah .xD
took 133 home , den went to eat our stuff :D
wheeeees, milk tea ! heeee^^
went home at 130 am .
bathe till 240 i think .
then shooooom ! 5 plus , sms 阿公then i fell
asleeep . ):
hahas ! i know you all miss me lahs ! just say so! :DD
Friday, January 16, 2009
I've been thinking lots about my life and
How quick I'd wash it down the drain
Past tense the future, nothing matters now
I act on my own and I'm to blame
Living is a wicked dream, when things turn out all wrong
Were all so weak, no matter how strong, yeah
I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I have grown, but found out
All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me
I don't like that you're calling me a liar
I don't like that you found out I'm a snake
Been sneaking around for far too long now
I don't like how fast my intentions fade
Karma has beat me down, but the worst is yet to come
Many mistakes and still I'm so young, yeah
I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I have grown, but found out
All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me
I can't
Count how many times
Awakened in fear, nightly
I'm sweating
Dreams
Where promises are made
To no one but myself
Help him
Crushed daily
Don't lend me your hand
I can't trust my self
So how can you trust me
We've all made selfish, bad decisions
We've all tried dishing out the blame
Convinced our selves of our own actions
My problem is I'll never change
In doubt, some good comes out
I'll fold before it's time
Can't promise you that it's my last time, yeah
I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I had grown, but found out
All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me
Truth won't help you now
All the loves gone too far
I'm scarred, yeah
Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity
How quick I'd wash it down the drain
Past tense the future, nothing matters now
I act on my own and I'm to blame
Living is a wicked dream, when things turn out all wrong
Were all so weak, no matter how strong, yeah
I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I have grown, but found out
All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me
I don't like that you're calling me a liar
I don't like that you found out I'm a snake
Been sneaking around for far too long now
I don't like how fast my intentions fade
Karma has beat me down, but the worst is yet to come
Many mistakes and still I'm so young, yeah
I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I have grown, but found out
All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me
I can't
Count how many times
Awakened in fear, nightly
I'm sweating
Dreams
Where promises are made
To no one but myself
Help him
Crushed daily
Don't lend me your hand
I can't trust my self
So how can you trust me
We've all made selfish, bad decisions
We've all tried dishing out the blame
Convinced our selves of our own actions
My problem is I'll never change
In doubt, some good comes out
I'll fold before it's time
Can't promise you that it's my last time, yeah
I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Shade's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I had grown, but found out
All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me
Truth won't help you now
All the loves gone too far
I'm scarred, yeah
Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity
who will know what i look like now?
UNKEMPT HAIR, totally look like some
monster xD
sorry to people who asked me out yesterday
and today , xP{KBOX later is tempting though ,but NO.
and yesterday,for those sms i never reply.
omg, :P {esp kim
anyways , i submitted my choices xD
regrets? hahas.
yesterday,went to usual CBNB hangouts.
east coast , airport(:
guess i wasn't feeling that good.
:
met ahgong at night , the 30 mins meant alot.
at least , i'm smiling again ...
{ i guess some people , or rather bitches , i don't like your attitude. jealous of me hanging out with them? that's none of your business i guess..i don't see anything wrong . so fuck off yea(: thanks . }
UNKEMPT HAIR, totally look like some
monster xD
sorry to people who asked me out yesterday
and today , xP{KBOX later is tempting though ,but NO.
and yesterday,for those sms i never reply.
omg, :P {esp kim
anyways , i submitted my choices xD
regrets? hahas.
yesterday,went to usual CBNB hangouts.
east coast , airport(:
guess i wasn't feeling that good.
:
met ahgong at night , the 30 mins meant alot.
at least , i'm smiling again ...
{ i guess some people , or rather bitches , i don't like your attitude. jealous of me hanging out with them? that's none of your business i guess..i don't see anything wrong . so fuck off yea(: thanks . }
Thursday, January 15, 2009
hehs! i missed it .
retards xD
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went to school yesterday((:
cool . i miss school .
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
it's 8 minutes past 5 am!(:
阿公haven wake up !
阿公haven wake up !
那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒有人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 藉著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就習慣 有妳的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道
妳好不好
我們的小狗 食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯的無聊
他習慣睡覺的床位 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著
我在搞笑 藉著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑 卻在最後 眼淚拼命掉
妳的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀
還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好
Gao Xiao 搞笑(CD version) - Luo Zhixiang 羅志祥
I am dammmm cold now ):
gr...
listening to the song satisfaction.
oh gosh , it sucks .
gr...
listening to the song satisfaction.
oh gosh , it sucks .
i'm bored D:
gosh xD i went NTUC today.
forced to ! cos SS is too NOOB):
spent bout 1 hr in the kitchen.
HAHAHAHAHAS :DDD
added ALOT of chilli to the paste xD
1 whole box ! xD
along with ginger,garlic,lemongrass,.......
not gonna scare you , maybe i added .... xP
cool ! taste AWFUL bahs ! T.T
for the one who ate it , hahas!
NO WATER FOR YOU ((((:
Went for KFC for dinner .
talking bout our HISTORY(:
i missed those times actually !
and riceballs are loved xD
5 am gonna come soon !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
gosh xD i went NTUC today.
forced to ! cos SS is too NOOB):
spent bout 1 hr in the kitchen.
HAHAHAHAHAS :DDD
added ALOT of chilli to the paste xD
1 whole box ! xD
along with ginger,garlic,lemongrass,.......
not gonna scare you , maybe i added .... xP
cool ! taste AWFUL bahs ! T.T
for the one who ate it , hahas!
NO WATER FOR YOU ((((:
Went for KFC for dinner .
talking bout our HISTORY(:
i missed those times actually !
and riceballs are loved xD
5 am gonna come soon !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
argh,no cough syrup for me.
dont ask me to , cos i wont eat it . (:
and i want a quiet home ):
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
well, i guess time with 阿公is treasured much(:
went shopping with ahgong on sunday ,
orange is cool k :DD it looks so nice !
guess i should stop being clumsy and make
myself embarrassed in public XP
and people kept bumping into me ? ):
hehs ! and i don't like to be gentle :D
but don't say that i'm not gentle ! ^^
Monday
woke up early morning .
met 阿公 :DD
went to bank (((:
wanna learn be a pickpocket ! :DD
went to vivo to catch twilight.
went arcade first .:DDDD
omg,i am a noob ^^v
at basketball , wahahahahas.
cabbed down to school from vivo at 130.
with someone claiming i had to be fast ,
HE'S SOOOOO SLOW. xD
results was okay bahs.
although it's depressing ):
at least i passed ALL my subjects.
ESP HUMANITIES ! :DDDD
went for SUKI after that .
NOOB NOOB.
so ate not alot . ((:
went to catch a movie {PASSENGERS
cool xD it rocks , compared to sucky twilight. (:
was late for movie cos was super engrossed in
tekken :DD i won i won !
went to dapao fooood ! cos i am starving ! (((:
well i got to go now ! hahas.
glad i'm in your arms again.
went shopping with ahgong on sunday ,
orange is cool k :DD it looks so nice !
guess i should stop being clumsy and make
myself embarrassed in public XP
and people kept bumping into me ? ):
hehs ! and i don't like to be gentle :D
but don't say that i'm not gentle ! ^^
Monday
woke up early morning .
met 阿公 :DD
went to bank (((:
wanna learn be a pickpocket ! :DD
went to vivo to catch twilight.
went arcade first .:DDDD
omg,i am a noob ^^v
at basketball , wahahahahas.
cabbed down to school from vivo at 130.
with someone claiming i had to be fast ,
HE'S SOOOOO SLOW. xD
results was okay bahs.
although it's depressing ):
at least i passed ALL my subjects.
ESP HUMANITIES ! :DDDD
went for SUKI after that .
NOOB NOOB.
so ate not alot . ((:
went to catch a movie {PASSENGERS
cool xD it rocks , compared to sucky twilight. (:
was late for movie cos was super engrossed in
tekken :DD i won i won !
went to dapao fooood ! cos i am starving ! (((:
well i got to go now ! hahas.
glad i'm in your arms again.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
i think my frequent invasions of joyce's house had made her dog less scared of me ! (:
well jiajia is cute . heeee .
recieved this sms from friend yesterday :
"things don't change just because you want to...there is no happiness in this world..there is nothing you can do to change that . ..just like the fact you're a gal"
and this sms from another friend yesterday:
"Life is meaningless. I really don't know,i cant give up.i dont know why i hate the world.why am i even born here.it's unfair."
everyone around me is turning EMO ))):
the world of smileys is going to disappear ! )))):
Life will then be sad sad sad)))):
CCA exhibition yesterday .
went walking round the school .
saw tiffany they all , so went into the i think
is Chinese Dance or Indian dance room.
WOW. nice aircon ! all o us is damm hot DD:
then met sabryna and wei zi go visit choir.
At the library and 3B ,LOL .
i was at the library blocking the board which wrote:
" CHOIR ROCKS " :DDD
hmm, then walk walk around the school,
to 4D classroom ((:
LOL . weiming treated me to cafe . random.
thanks anyways.
dammmm sian liaos , so went home first with
joyce and gui to change to slippers D:
then went down hub to meet sabryna ,weizi
and yingthong with joyce .
went for MOS burger .
welll, all eyes on me ! :DDD
hooooray . hahas.
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I wanna live my life
Like I wanna do
People saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Friday, January 9, 2009
I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
joyce house ! camwhring is cool !
J8 yesterday ! with joyce and jiamin ((:
went to choose my birthday present !
main purpose was to 叙旧with jiamin.
she's with short hair ! :DD
then chat and chat and chat ! xD
and camwhoring again !
went arcade and got 2 mentos! gr..
then dono until what time lahs ((:
then jiamin went home to have good food))):
then meet zigui at the MRT .
trained down to plaza sing to meet ken,hansa and minnie.
HANSA:" RIGHT HAND MAN! "
HANSA:"HIHIHIHIHI!"
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^v
went to watch 7 pounds . hmmmm,
i dont even know what's the movie about ((:
i think he saved 7 lives in the end?
and he killed himself with a jellyfish?
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i kept wanting to niao niao XD
went to the gents to play (((:
115 yrs old man is scary!)):
hansa tok to him soo long .
took 162 home ;DD 1 plus , conference till 330.sleep!XD
more details about yesterday,
please visit : http://www.th-bearboii.blogspot.com/
unable to blog well with mazel on my lap ><
off for CCA exhibition later !
meeting joyce ,gengtao,gui , sabryna,weizi later.
guess there's more XD
CANTEEN ! ((((((((((((:
J8 yesterday ! with joyce and jiamin ((:
went to choose my birthday present !
main purpose was to 叙旧with jiamin.
she's with short hair ! :DD
then chat and chat and chat ! xD
and camwhoring again !
went arcade and got 2 mentos! gr..
then dono until what time lahs ((:
then jiamin went home to have good food))):
then meet zigui at the MRT .
trained down to plaza sing to meet ken,hansa and minnie.
HANSA:" RIGHT HAND MAN! "
HANSA:"HIHIHIHIHI!"
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^v
went to watch 7 pounds . hmmmm,
i dont even know what's the movie about ((:
i think he saved 7 lives in the end?
and he killed himself with a jellyfish?
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i kept wanting to niao niao XD
went to the gents to play (((:
115 yrs old man is scary!)):
hansa tok to him soo long .
took 162 home ;DD 1 plus , conference till 330.sleep!XD
more details about yesterday,
please visit : http://www.th-bearboii.blogspot.com/
unable to blog well with mazel on my lap ><
off for CCA exhibition later !
meeting joyce ,gengtao,gui , sabryna,weizi later.
guess there's more XD
CANTEEN ! ((((((((((((:
Thursday, January 8, 2009
hmmm went to ahgong house yesterday.
ate his FRIED RICE .
{must praise him ,hahas}
destroy his guitar bahs!
ohs.i fell asleep .
went home at 12 plus.
Today going out with sasa,ken,joyce(:
woot! hahas.
meeting jiamin,gui at J8 first. :D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
****haircut , cut hair , trim hair ,salon ,barber, scissors , comb ****
ate his FRIED RICE .
{must praise him ,hahas}
destroy his guitar bahs!
ohs.i fell asleep .
went home at 12 plus.
Today going out with sasa,ken,joyce(:
woot! hahas.
meeting jiamin,gui at J8 first. :D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
****haircut , cut hair , trim hair ,salon ,barber, scissors , comb ****
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个 出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的 出口
可是我离开以后
能往哪里走
听着你说好爱我
感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有 出口
能让我逃出这个
我快沉没的漩涡
就算真找到 出口
feel like listening to this song again.
a sad sad song ):
对不起你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个 出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的 出口
可是我离开以后
能往哪里走
听着你说好爱我
感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有 出口
能让我逃出这个
我快沉没的漩涡
就算真找到 出口
feel like listening to this song again.
a sad sad song ):
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
要完全了解一个人,才能好好的爱他 .
或许我真的达不到你的要求.
我想我须要很多的时间.
我想你不了解 , 在我心里的感触.
为何不接受我所做的一切呢?
不是我不肯 , 是你一直在逃避.
或许我真的达不到你的要求.
我想我须要很多的时间.
我想你不了解 , 在我心里的感触.
为何不接受我所做的一切呢?
不是我不肯 , 是你一直在逃避.
我肯努力的要你知道我是在乎的.
就请你帮帮我 ,
相信我 , 接受我现在所做的,
让我的努力有所用途吧.
不去管太多 ,自私一点 .
也不必想太多 , 开心一点.
毕竟我还是在学习中 ,
学习的过程中有谁不犯错呢?
努力的实现我对你的承喏.
一个要永在你身边的话,
是不会作假的.
就能给我机会吗?
你何时才能珍惜 ,
何时才能了解我的努力呢?
你何时才能珍惜 ,
何时才能了解我的努力呢?
或许你感觉不到 , 但是想让
你明白 , 让你知道我在努力.
我知道,我也接受了你不会相
信我的这翻话 .
she stepped into his life.
now she's left ,
he's miserable.
now she's left ,
he's miserable.
happy new year ! last night i broke my mama NEW VASE !
cos the floor was wet and i slipped . XP
hohohoho.{i'm suppose to buy her a new one , she demanded it .
well i'm broke . hehs.
cos the floor was wet and i slipped . XP
hohohoho.{i'm suppose to buy her a new one , she demanded it .
well i'm broke . hehs.
OMG.
hansa talked to me, LOL.
HANSA : "HIHIHIHIHI"
ME : "YOYOYOYOYO"
HAHAHAHAHAHAS.
how fun to chat .
chatting still now XD
VOTE FOR PRESIDENT HANSA HAN YO ! ((((:
internet internet internet ! hahas.
i'm her RHM :D
Monday, January 5, 2009
I can see your heart is aching
She hurt you more than she knew
You've been crying like the willow
When the night bird sings so blue
Trust was broken but hearts will give
In this world of pain and sorrow
Where a promise don't hold true
Here's a vow you can be sure of
i do love you.
So let me dry away your lonesome tears
Like the sun melts morning dew
And I will wrap you up in true true love
just tell me when you need me there.
cos i'll always be there for you,
sorry i didnt show it , i do care .
She hurt you more than she knew
You've been crying like the willow
When the night bird sings so blue
Trust was broken but hearts will give
In this world of pain and sorrow
Where a promise don't hold true
Here's a vow you can be sure of
i do love you.
So let me dry away your lonesome tears
Like the sun melts morning dew
And I will wrap you up in true true love
just tell me when you need me there.
cos i'll always be there for you,
sorry i didnt show it , i do care .
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that
you're the only one for me.
I want you to know that
you're the only one for me.
should i give myself another chance?
i believe so cause you said you love me.
i felt dragged down once again.
i do really care.
i didnt express my care enough.
Don't hide behind your blanket and cry anymore.
cos i'm here for you.
i'm sorry when i said i wanna let go ,
i want the best for you ,
someone who can care for you more than i did,
who can understands you more than i do.
someone that wont make you feel so lonely.
should i ?
hmmmmmm.
today chavy went to joyce house !
woke up at 9 plus , met at mac for mac.
met chavy and joyce .
then went TCC to sing .
then CAFE ,then joyce house ,
then to tekken , mahjong .
then dinner , then homed at 9 plus.
today chavy went to joyce house !
woke up at 9 plus , met at mac for mac.
met chavy and joyce .
then went TCC to sing .
then CAFE ,then joyce house ,
then to tekken , mahjong .
then dinner , then homed at 9 plus.
on the way home {playground } : A BIG BUNCH OF INDIANS .{ALOT T.T
them:hey girl .**kept staring . . **
me:ignore.{scared
them:hey girl , girl , hello girl , girl.
them:girl ! girl ! girl !
them : chiobu ! WHEY!hello !
me:ignore.
them: wa! fucker , deaf or wad ?! *still shouting cos i ignored them*
them:*vulgarities
them:*rumbling and rumbling . . . #$%^#!# *
me:walk into lift. :
omg.i was dam scared :X {what if they took the lift with me ?! T.T}
I HATE THEM !
Sunday, January 4, 2009
last post before i wake ahgong up . LOL.
i think i wanna change blogskin ((((:
WAKE UP LO XD
i think i wanna change blogskin ((((:
WAKE UP LO XD
woke up late today.
still sleeeeepy ! XD
still sleeeeepy ! XD
I found the phone
I must’ve missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn’t what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)
it seems so different with(out) a second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place to get a second chance.
Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
I must’ve missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn’t what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)
it seems so different with(out) a second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place to get a second chance.
Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
oya ! went to work today at toapayoh .
dammmmmm sians.
quite slack bahs , 14 blocks .
went eat breakfast , den give out .
sleeep at void deck ? ((:
FELL ASLEEP ! dammmm tired .
played at playgrond with some kids.
HAHAHAHAS. fun fun ((((:
OMG ! they said :" you 100 years old!"
i not so old lahs !!!!!! ))):
got pay $35 =.= gr...
crazy over OREO deluexe and mango milkshake,
we are RETARDED .
went for dinner with parents , sis and friends,
LOL, beansprouts.XD
dammmmmm sians.
quite slack bahs , 14 blocks .
went eat breakfast , den give out .
sleeep at void deck ? ((:
FELL ASLEEP ! dammmm tired .
played at playgrond with some kids.
HAHAHAHAS. fun fun ((((:
OMG ! they said :" you 100 years old!"
i not so old lahs !!!!!! ))):
got pay $35 =.= gr...
crazy over OREO deluexe and mango milkshake,
we are RETARDED .
went for dinner with parents , sis and friends,
LOL, beansprouts.XD
地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就
就彼此放生留下活口
就彼此放生
彼此留下活口
爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就
就彼此放生留下活口
就彼此放生
彼此留下活口
爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得
Wheeees,went for shopping yesterday at bugis with munhan((:
LOL , shopped quite long bahs , looking at everything in details .
bought 3 dresses each , hahas . and BURGER KING .
bought her a TOP as birthday present :DD
LOL , i was dammmmmmmmmmm late , glad she didnt mind XP.
hmmmm , i realise me and her dont crap ! hahas.
hmmmmm,shop till forget time ! continuous shopping ((:
contented . trained back to AMK .
Nice sitting below the BIG TREE ((:
Then joyce came , LOL , went to buy our teees.
i bought one ((:
Then jiaen , jingting and an plus gui came to share too.
cool la , so just nice they walk past and want to buy ! (:
Then gui suggested to go to YISHUN for nasi lemak ,
me joyce ang gui bus-ed down there to eat , LOL .
crazy like siao , ordered until $4.90 xD
Then went to eat douhua and soya bean (((:
11 plus reach home .
it's hilarious . hoho .
pictures next time lahs (((:
LAZY :X
LOL , shopped quite long bahs , looking at everything in details .
bought 3 dresses each , hahas . and BURGER KING .
bought her a TOP as birthday present :DD
LOL , i was dammmmmmmmmmm late , glad she didnt mind XP.
hmmmm , i realise me and her dont crap ! hahas.
hmmmmm,shop till forget time ! continuous shopping ((:
contented . trained back to AMK .
Nice sitting below the BIG TREE ((:
Then joyce came , LOL , went to buy our teees.
i bought one ((:
Then jiaen , jingting and an plus gui came to share too.
cool la , so just nice they walk past and want to buy ! (:
Then gui suggested to go to YISHUN for nasi lemak ,
me joyce ang gui bus-ed down there to eat , LOL .
crazy like siao , ordered until $4.90 xD
Then went to eat douhua and soya bean (((:
11 plus reach home .
it's hilarious . hoho .
pictures next time lahs (((:
LAZY :X
Friday, January 2, 2009
要说什么 杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪 天寒又地冻
是不是到了 爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门 他没有来拉住我
他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
要用什么 融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息 化成烟飘走
过去的种种 在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话 泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多 是不知道我要什么
他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
都是背了太多的心愿 流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多 心也有 坠毁的时候
他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
在第一时间拯救我
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪 天寒又地冻
是不是到了 爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门 他没有来拉住我
他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
要用什么 融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息 化成烟飘走
过去的种种 在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话 泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多 是不知道我要什么
他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
都是背了太多的心愿 流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多 心也有 坠毁的时候
他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
在第一时间拯救我
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
this time i truely understand.
for every action.
of how much it hurts .
of how much it'll affects me .
well, it's just not right .
seems just the reciprocal .
and i cant seem to be able to
accept it , what am i thinking?it's just so wrong.
to think i broke down yesterday,thoughts running through
my mind is killing me .glad friends are there .thanks wt.
yesterday went to countdown .
met to eat steamboat first (((:
was quite fed up that i dono where
they are , so 2 of them came to fetch me! :D
mostly ate chicken ! :DDD
toook 2 whole plates of chicken !
Ate a tub of ice cream . hehs.
LOL , kept talking and they kept making
laugh ! was sooooooooo happy . ((((((((((((:
then ate until about 10 bahs ((((:
then walk walk around bugis junction.
they are dammm funny , trying to cheer me up! yea((:
:DDDDDDD
then we trained down to VIVO .
got seperated,went our own ways.
cos went to meet others.
then was countdown :DDDDD
then saw SASA , omg she's a chiobu ! OMG .
hmmmm, i was bullied ):
no one's helping me ! gr......
Movin is dam funny , LOL XD
yaorui really got the guai lan face can,
and they should stop ******* :DDD
left vivo at bout 1 plus bahs , reached AMK at 2 plus .
Left me , kok meng and zigui .
The world is so small , kok meng know jocelyn {TAN} .
went to AMK mac , ate fries . XD
ate till 3 plus , slept at 3 plus , tired !
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