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work ended for us on Monday .
TUESDAY
well , went down to take my pay.{in the end nv): }
then went to the ARCADE , tekken rocks ! ((((:
then switched to STREET FIGHTERS ;DDD
a guy was like crazy , kept challenging me to it .
was uber happy , cos i own him !
but then , he didnt stop challenging me so
i was like wth , ran away to play daytona.
I WON ! kept winning .
Then went to KBox . walao eh , damm ex , )):
Then for dinner at S-11 , then riceballs at MrBean {:

Today woke up damm early , at 10 to eat MAC's beggar meal (:
saw madam Parimala ! heeeeheeee. LOL , everyone was late?
reached at about 1040 i think , 20 mins more to lunch (:
went to collect my pay too xD
Then went to ARCADE to tekken ! and photoY2K and crazy taxi
and more stupid games ! :DDD
Then went to look at T Shirts , choose choose choose , one for 9.60.
probably getting them tmr ((((:
Then went POOL . lol. we left in less than 1 hour . xD
going out later for steamboat !

A reminder to call jocelyn hoe later about meeting and tauning((:
A BRAND NEW YEAR ((:
2009 ! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees! xD

ERROR.

i worked in MPT xD

It always ended with sorries . i'm so afraid it'll happen again. it hurts bad when you treat me this way.
although i dont demand any explanation , i do wish i understand , really.
will i be too much to ask for you to treat me better ? just a little will do.

and i'm so confused . give me more time .
Prolly you're tired too , use this time to rest .

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THE PASSES (:


worked in this MDT company for these few days.
the pay is quite good lahs . fun job too , esp the passes , was
asked to issue passes on the first day , dammm cool .
laminating all these , busy busy for the first day .
was super ulu there lehs , at Changi Exhibition Hall .

MDT crew is cool k ! and i'm one of them ! cool !

FAIRY TALE.


Probably having a boyfriend is giving me restrictions?like cant go out with guy friends even best guy friends.actions that make your bf think non stop,(being with guy friends) i just pissed my boyfriend off cos i hang out with a bunch of guys,and i'm not all excited to meet guys.yea,he said i'm all excited.when it 's no.so thats considered an accusation?and my boyfriend's not gonna change his attitude.{morons and idiots who doesnt understand the term [FRIENDS] would labelled you as a FLIRT . which really made me damm pissed off .check up the definition of flirt please too then fuck off , yes fuck off}it's just a matter of gender right? it seems fine to hang out with a bunch of girls , still friends regardless of gender right? prolly confidence is the key,be confident with your bf/gf , in their heart they'll only love you . You will have all the extra care , attention , time and love that friends wont get afterall }and be cautious when you say no to your boyfriend's requests, and think a million times when you say yes to other people, make sure you did say yes to your boyfriend before.this is a reminder for myself. i prolly still had to bear with the {putting words into my mouth thingy},even though i'm fed up.this had led to so many arguments.but i would be most willing to go with these restrictions to make my boyfriend feels better , more confident and that he's the only one i would love. provided he would trust me on this.

now can you make me feel more confident ?

I've been there before and I just can't let go.
The memories and pain of the hurt i know.
Now deep in the night, and there's passion inside....
Dare i follow my heart?

An innocent smile, then a walk in the night.
Then it's dinner at home served with candlelight,
and it's been quite a while since i felt good inside.
Dare i follow my heart?

Do i feel something special inside of you?
Do i know what you really think of me?

And the raindrops keep falling into my heart,
and i just can't deny what feels so right.
Do i let myself go and feel the rain,
or should i play with caution and refrain?
Whatever i do, when it comes to you,
i know sometimes love plays the part of a fool.

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on christmas itself , LOL , woke up about 5 .
i love yixuan this phrase la , "a dumbdumb is someone dumber than a dummie"
then went to dapao breakfast for sister , NEVER PAY ME !!! xD
went home , waking up early makes the day looks dammm long , wake up so long
realise only 8 plus morning , then was sleeping , so went to sleep ((:
woke up at 10 plus bahs , then papa say change plan , so went change go down with family to the shop there to change . LOL , plan was effective only upon purchase , so chose LG phone , no stock , so chose samsung , no stock , chose G900 , no stock , and chose my C902 ! no stock .
what the hell is this ? everything no stock =.= like shit . so chose c905 in the end. gr..then the first one camera got problem,so change , den the second one also =.= yeah , now my phone's fine le ((((:
had a filling dinner with family ;DDDDD cooool.
then got call say go meet them at cityhall , LOL , celebrate christmas eat NEW YORK.
lazy go down , blahblahblah , they there for so super long , 8 plus call they still there .
and dress code : dress . LOL . they wear damm nice bahs . hehs .ask them come amk . LOL.
say got supper . =.= ayo , whatever . it goes on...
go play until 10 plus damm early so was soo sian can, play X SCOOP xD , ate yoghurt ....blablabla~
HOMED.

wednesday was eve of christmas , work until 2.
{boss chased me home DD:}
then went home . then met jocelyn hoe zulin ,
pei her eat lunch , den later durians after g came .
waited for people at hub. den 3 came , den the last .
jocelyn hoe fang gong , go find relatives .
I suggested going prawn fishing for the 6 of us :D
mrt-ed down to khatib ,
but sadly it's raining ! DDD:
so one suggested yishun northpoint .
but like nothing de . LOL .
so i said : " Let's eat steamboat ! "
then want to go bugis de, but need to take long
MRT , from YS to cityhall .
so decided on geylang , took 853 there .
long long way there =.=
walk around to see steamboat , in the end
ate claypot frogs . lol .
and they're playing with food , how disgusting.lol.
then after eating , MRT-ed back from aljunied to AMK.
chatted on the way . heee. my kai dao ren . xD
walk around , {finding a place to countdown } (:
about 11 plus , we reached block 311 ahs , opp my house.
sit down , chat and chat , time flies , den everyone count down at diff times.
cos phone time diff xD den MERRY CHRISTMAS !
den chatted for some time . LOL , about forming of clans .
den walked home , lol , thought they go le , but then saw one black figure
flying behind me , gr... still behind me . well that's considered they sent me home? LOL
played with lifts , so i cant go home , -.- reached home at 1 plus i think .
((((:

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jackson in uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

it's just a simple thing , yet it's soo complicated. {for my wild imaginations la}

advices advices advices.
but i shall listen to myself.

after today, i've learnt alot alot.
you're telling me , not to let your matter bothers me .
i know, but you should know,it's affecting me somehow.
get better soon yea. pp .


MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE ! :DDD

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I'M BLOGGING xD
I'M UPDATING xD
wheeeeees .

work these days are ok la(:
with the super long lunch breaks !
and tmr the 2nd last day of work :DDD

invoice and stock ! I HATE TO DO THEM .
cos they involve lots of numbers ):

i just taped 100+ pairs of shoes yesterday and today !
and the barcode thingy .
wheeees, got assistant to help me((((:
work is getting busier , ><
i'm full of 伤痕 today ! ): cut here cut there . grr..
FUCK ! T.T

i wanna go on a trip on monday (:{provided no work lahs}
with my cousins 们 ! xD cool .
since my family not going , i'll go myself?xD ($45)

i'll get use to it .

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Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I'd become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me




KAYS,i know i look dammm fat . gr....
anyways , i got my 2 dresses xD
THANKS Shermaine (:


We're HUNGRY ! but this 2 burgers are BORROWED!
not ours ))): i was hungry all they way in the concert ! xD
SCREAM FOR ALL I WANT ! (((:




LOVING ZEHYBYE ! :DDD and wheeees ! FIONA ANG IS BACK! (:
camwhoring before concert ! so happy ..zehybye shall have more outings yea?^^v
MORNING :
met jovelyn hoe zulin go bank , withdraw money :X
then jia min came, went to cwp kiddy palace return uniforms,
met aaron , and qiaoxin (: chatted , wheeeees , cool not ?
even new comers heard of my name KATRINA ,
one new trainee was like : " Eh . this is the katrina right ? "
Coooooool mahs ? :DDDDDDDDDDDD
The dammmm promoter who take over me is so so slack ):
i see also want slap him , dammmmmm messy ok ! and he's MIA #$#%$$%@#
then called my bosssss ((((: yes ! i got my pay from jon , 210 in total ! and what the hell,
i have to go down again to collect my $60 cos he doesnt want to give me at 1 go -.-
and i made him run away from work xD FOR MY PAAAAAY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOL , and for revenge , he took my BANKBOOK and run =.= do i have to chase him ?

YEAH , jiamin and i then went back to kiddy palace with our watermelon iceblend (((:
went to choose a present for FIONA ANG , hehehehehe airbrush , ^^ as a customer ! :DD
walk around then say goodbyes to all ! and gundam is not there , he OFF DAY ! gr.....

Went back AMK to meet jocelyn for her LJS , then later , ahgong was hungry XDD
so went meet him with his lunch , sad la ! he's sick sick sick ! COUGHING SO BADLY AND FEVER ! AHHHH! but he's gonna be well , cos my ahgong is super STRONG ! (:
stupid uncle , don't teach bad things lar ! x.x like a little boy , he's unwilling to eat his food, so a kind hearted person like me FED him xD {part of it was because i nv eat,his golden rule : "you eat i eat ! "} hehehehehehe .hated to part ):
then went to meeet fiona ang , took her papa car go kallang ,met jiamin and joyce there xD there comes zehybye ! ((: ALOT OF JIAMIN RELATIVES .hoho. wheeees , was not excited for the concert until i saw them xDDDDD AAROOOOOOON , CALVIIIIIN !me and fiona are CRAZY , screaming like siao , heeeee ;D and 1 girl was SUPER LUCKY ok ! me and fiona so envious .
then was one song , 出口 )))): dam sad , super sad . T.T
红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个 出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的 出口
可是我离开以后
能往哪里走
听着你说好爱我
感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有 出口
能让我逃出这个
我快沉没的漩涡
就算真找到 出口 .

spoiled my moood .
but dont care i kept screaming!
their ENCORE super long de.hehehe.
was wanting it to end ,
then finally it ended .
was outside le, then saw Felicia ,
she quite dao seh , :X joyce took photo with her.
the fans are crazy , ><>
me and joyce kept playing and shouting at people . ((:
waited for Fiona's papa car , reached home at 12 plus.
was trapped outside ! garh T.T
sleeeeep xD




ME AND MELISSA xD

was like we kept toking and taking photos until
i pangseh FIONA :p
asked christine to take for us xD
of cos FIONA helped too , despite her hunger((:
at first , they can go see de , but they cant get to
redeeem the tickets , and mel was uber sad.
i didnt failed to suan her though xDD

WORK TODAY :
boss black face :
LLG and fiona's visit .
invoice.
20 kg clothes to carry ,
i dragged them though xD

wheeees , talked to ahgong on the phone ! ((:
can't bear to put down at all , ><
but i know he needs sleeep . he's tired :
we're gonna have our own unique tee xD
so so so looking forward to it yea ((((:

bitch
4 entries found.


1bitch (noun)

2bitch (verb)

bitch goddess

son of a bitch




Main Entry: 1bitch
Pronunciation: \ˈbich\

Function: noun

Etymology: Middle English bicche, from Old English bicce

Date: before 12th century

1: the female of the dog or some other carnivorous mammals

2 a: a lewd or immoral woman , malicious, spiteful, or a malicious, unpleasant, selfish ,overbearing woman —sometimes used as a generalized term of abuse

3: something that is extremely difficult, objectionable, or unpleasant

4: complaint

I think it's time to camwhore! xD
wheeeees !

BLOG BLOG BLOG xD

TUESDAY :
was still asleep at 0930am when ahgong already reached my house :P
had to climb out of my NICE NICE bed . i LOOKED horrible in my pyjamas.
and he got to see it ! x.x worst , photos ><>
watched the ORPHANAGE , wheees , don understand, SHE DIED ?! LOL .then decided t go to SHFC to eat ((: but the shop was closed DD: so went to have prata again ((: evidence of me growing fatter and fatter ! xD then went back my house, we decided to do something not stupid but fun fun fun ! cos i was having fun xD right ahgong ? ((: my wonderful CUT !
well almost the whole day at my house (((:
"RUN AHGONG RUN ! HAZEL'S HERE FOR YOU! :DD "

Fahrenheit 's concert tomorrow !:DDDDD
T.T It's an ZEHYBYE outing xDD
but me and fiona PAID for it ! )):
THE REST GOT IT FREE !!!! ><

started work on wednesday , had endless work to do xD
you will never got bored (:
i think they 're hiring a maid ?
clean glass, mirrors,sweep floor , iron shirts , steam dresses , clear dustbins , arrange codes , pack back shirts , last but not least , I GET TO SERVE CUSTOMERS XD
i hope working in THIS PLACE wont affect my fashion sense (:
Friends who knows where i'm working ! VISIT MEEEEE :DDD
jiamin came today , so we chat and decided to go eat LJS. i was trembling from hunger k ! then AHGONG came , XD . went walk . . sit down , smeelly hands ! went back to work , hahas , i was a retard who starts work straight i step into the shop,hardworking mahs , :DDDD my boss complained , "wa,吃饭吃一个半小时啊?"heeeeheeeeee.
it's a pity you never see her face when i ask for off day today ! DAMM FUNNY LUH!
then went meet joyce for awhile , buy drink . then she went for FISH and CO )):
today i think was quite busy , no time to rest de , endless streams of customers ((:
I'M GONNA THROW AHGONG'S PHONE IN THE DUSTBIN ! GR....
yesterday :
first day of work :DDDD
tonnes of things to do..
was uber super tired ? (:
YEA AT 3 PLUS , ahgong came .
went to have our LUNCH ?
wheeeeees , it's maggi meee xD
went back late ! who cares ((((:
then ahgong CAME ! :DDDDDDD
with my dinner , and he didnt eat !
then went home ((:

HELLO! XD

look at this...we have been arguing long long!
the convo also dammmmm long .


WHO WIN ? O.O
they betted whether i fell asleep for $1 .
and i slept ! for last night , should sleep later!
i let KUN win $1 . . ))):



YES! ahgong will be coming to my house tmr for ORPHANAGE! XD
with my $2 beggar's meal i've ordered ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
TODAY went out to the shop to ask for work .
confirm work on wednesday liao :DDDDDDD
THEN WENT WALK AROUND SLACK SLACK .
SMS ahgong , on 138 , then went home -.-
so HARD TO MEEEET HIM DE ))):
THEN MET HIM IN KFC . wheeeees , playing the facegame.
have to keep myself entertain while they are so engross in their
conversation (((: IT'S FUN FUN FUN!
HAHAHAS! Jocelyn went my house herself to kope my PAD!
MY SUPER SUPER BIG PAD! but nvm , i share my good things(:
then went to slack at the TOYS FAIR ! i want watch looney toons
but ended up watching some stupid knife thingy ! not nice not nice!
I WAS SO UBER KIND TO LET HER HAVE SOMETHING TO DO((:
BUT THEY STOPPED ME ! i want let her pack one ! omg . good right ?^^
toys are dammm fun lehs,wheees,ESP THE BIG BIG GUN ((:
:DDDD {CUPCAKE MAKER} :DDDDDDDDDD

then went to SHOP with ahgong , after a round of (WHAT THE HELL) game.
LMAO, THE POWER RANGERS BAG at INK ! :DDDD damm funny laaaaa!
what a stupid design , DDD: hehehehheheeheheehehhehehehehehhehehehe!
AND YEA, WE'RE SUPPOSE TO BUY THE SAME BAGS :DDDDDDD
omg, i think i'm spending and spending ! :DDD OMG !
WONG ZHI HAO should stop using SOFT TOYS to kiss my lips!
then heard one girl call me from behind,oh she changed. so cant regconise her.
went to find jocelyn again ? i think ! hehehehehe ;DDDDDDD
AND THEN I'M HUNGRY . . . so went to eat . had a hard time choosing wad to eat lah! so AHGONG decided , he choose for meeee. ate some claypot noodles. :DD
i wan the grasssss jeeelllly MILK TEA ^^ :DDDD LOL , i saw everyone eating something else , and i also want to eat ! OMG , i think i'll grow fatter and fatter to be a ballooon , hehehehehehehe , lucky when i'm working, i'll be munching on only bread ((: WAHHAHAHAHAS . ( save money ) then went to NTUC to buy LOTS OF THINGS!
all CAN FRUITS ! :DDDDD with the trolley , JUST TAKE AND THROW LAR . and luckily i've got UNCLE WONG to carry for me , dammmm fun lahs , :DDDDD but it exceeded budget )): had to NETS it . I BOUGHT FUN SIZE M&Ms.IT'S YELLOW:DDDomg. it's so so so so CUTE when ahgong carries the shopping bags home with me ! i didnt bully ahs , HE DON WAN GIVE ME DE ! ((:
then went out again to transfer money , ate ice cream . . then went home ! :DDD

ANNOUNCEMENT :
to people out there! stop eating prawns ! EAT SALMON instead! (:
PRAWNS ARE HIGH IN CHOLESTROL OK! so don eat them!
STAY HEALTHY :DDDDD
if not my ahgong will suffers ! ):

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i thought i can do it.
I CANNOT )))):

my stupid hand pain DD:
what the hell lar, stupid rubber bands!

i must let my nails breathe!

hehehe,mama wants go chinatown :DDD
i'm still playing com :DD soooooon bahs !

i wish a miracle would happen (:
that my phone will ring ! hehehe.
i'm waiting , and i'm missing my ahgong ):

and work is starting tomorrow DD:
OH MY GOD .


letting go of my ego.
it's aint i got no pride.


那时我们天天在一起
太幸福到不需要距离
很贪心 要全世界注意
只是太年轻
快乐和伤心
都像在演戏
一碰就惊天动地
今天 看你
昨天的你去了哪里
那年夏天我和你躲在
这一大片宁静的海
直到后来我们都还在
对这个世界充满期待
今年冬天你已经不在
我的心空出了一块
很高兴遇见你
让我终究明白
回忆 比真实精彩.

我真的没信心了.
也许是我不够好,
所以不直得让你
更想要珍惜我 .
我对你来说,
也许是理所当然.
我已感觉不到我在你
心目中占有的定义了.
我现在的顾虑真的好多.
但我只懂得保持沉默.
因为我害怕.

filled with self doubt.i thought i can be confident,i cant.dragged down once again,

i'm so godamm envious.
so dont show off of how nice
you are . it's so depressing ):

LOL.met jocelyn at hub today. went to buy food.
really was uber crazy for food. yea we slacked.

so what?we're slackers.THE 2 of us
went CHEERS , knn, need IC to
buy things =.= just jolly sia. :x
eat at CHEERS finish liao , then
went my house , filled with friends of
sister , cool .
played com awhile . watched CHRIS the
gay the videos , dammmmm cool .
then me and joyce dam tired,
sleeep on the cold and hard floor.
woke up 7 plus , went MOS for dinner.
after going to ALOT of places.
talked for dammmmm long .

I phone is cool , wanna change phone(:
went home at 10 plus, yea .
LOL,recieved a 3 page long sms from
Jocelyn Hoe , dam funny , hehs .
and please be fair to me :x
FACEBOOK is confusing lehs .x.x

I FORGOT ABOUT MUNHAN'S BIRTHDAY><
ohmygod . HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY !
i owe you one present yea ? :DDD


WHEEES, i bought 2 dresses from shermaine's blogshop :DD
(i feel like buying the bag too><)

I shall use my time to blog before i go to work later (:
Wednesday went to give out flyers door to door with
jocelyn and her meimei . wow , long time never do liao.
So went to meet Uncle Lenard at SengKang blk 533 .
spent uber lots of time looking for him lahs DDDD:
Took flyers , packed and give out liao . We had a total
of 24 blocks , :DD gave out only 17 lahs :DDDDDD:DD
soooooooon we all cant TAHAN anymore ! so byebye!
Suffering from muscle aches , bleh.
Thursday recieved text from kunliang to go KBox.
then text from zigui , he want me pei him go buy something.
so met zigui at about 1 plus , went AMK hub .
yea :DD i can fit in a size 7 ring :DDD so happy .
After placing his order , went to walk around .
heh , my watermelon iceblend ! :DDDDDD
then kun asked if going KBox or not , we say call him back later.
then we say go sakae buffet , nebo, blablabla....
KBox in the end , called kun to come down from Sembawang .
Then finally , ahgong fanggong lo :DDDDDD so left early to meet him.
but ...
i made them worry DD: thanks anyways friends :DDD
met in the end :DDDD
behaving like i'm going to rob a house. hehe.
and i'm falling asleep ><
still i must go home , so went home at 11 plus i think .

friday
woke up at 5 plus i think , sms ahgong :DDD
poor boy had to wake up so early everyday to work):
i woke up at 7plus to meet zigui and kunliang at AMK mrt.
okay okays! i was late ><>
so MRT-ed to Chua Chu Kang , and then LRT-ed to
Pending to meet uncle lenard , got our flyers and packed
till 11 like that , then off we go to give out, :DDDDD
kunliang should stop to 欺骗自己now . really . :DD
ahh we are super uber slack . but we did work in the end,
was given a task to buy drinks for them . (i'm a burden-.-)
we earned more than the first day bahs :DD
then went down to bugis for another job. $8/hour.
from Chua Chu Kang to Bugis is 1 hour plus ?
was rotting on the train .
reached bugis , the others were slacking at cold storage!
Haoming,Lester,ChunHong,Jocelyn DD:
then went BHG to look for yuen man.
then went to our locations to take photos as
evidence of us working (: LMAO .
so we DID WORK . hehehehhehehehe.
then CABBED down to AMK , garh. cos i'm late !
now CASHless ): thanks gui and joyce ! :DD
counted i earned only about 80 bucks DD:
and i still cant get my pay yet ! T.T
the girl destroyed my thing ! was so slow and it's ugly!
T.T hope you like it . next time i'll wrap myself!
HAPPY 7th MONTH ^^
went for PIZZA , hehehe.
had curry zazzle . ahgong loves his pizza!
hope you'll get better soon .
went home at 12 am .

going out later to work :D
MONEY !

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
You tell me that you're sorry

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new

I loved you with a fire red
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
.


my hand is dam pain lahs! ):
i tear my skin D:
off to work lo !
BYE BYE;DDDDDD

see ya soon FIONA ANG for the
concert ! :DDDDDD
enjoy your trip ;DD

i think i'm pretty much a loner without ahgong ): i realised.
woke up in the early morning,
cant sleep lahs><
but somehow i'm late to meet
the boss :DDDD
just went out for flyers job(:
start work tomorrow.
THE PAY IS SUPER GOOD
and from next week i'm gonna
start working :DDD
no commitment needed lehs.
just work till you like~
1 day $54 :DDDDDDDD
shall work for 1 week ? o.o
or 2 ? hehehheheheheheehhe.

i wanna go out with A GROUP
of people ! hehehehe :DDDD

MONEY! :DDDD
poor ahgong is all frozen
and tired. aw.
miss wongzhihao .

Today met ahgong early in the morning !
HAPPY HAPPY! :DDDDD
HE DIDN'T GROW FAT ><

took bus to go to some pier , but hahas!
donom where we went ! ><
FISHFARM was the initial plan (:
So took bus to NOVENA .
we are freezing to death ! :P
before that , we have QQ noodles! :DD
i had my sweet and sour noodles :DD
IT TASTES NICE .
ahgong had TOMYAM .
we bought bread . hehehehe.
wheeees! it makes me breathe . LOL .
AT NOVENA , ahgong bought Old Chang kee(:
den we took MRT to Chua chu kang. :DD
From there , we are lost .
dono how to go )):
so walk and walk . yea !! ^^
i decided to buy my polo tees (:
bought YELLOW and BLACK .
Ahgong said i look weird in yellow.
gonna find greeeeeeen !! :DDDDDD

AND TADA !! ~
we found the bus to fishfarm !!(:
so reached there , look at fishes and look
and look (: my fish at home is the nicest la.
some fishes are ugly , some are CUTE .
then went to catch "LONGKANG FISH" :DDD
has such a hard time catching them :DDD
had to catch the ahgong and ahma fishes ,
THEY ARE SLOWER .
but it was so so so fun . but it was raining.heh.
ahgong is so cute !! while trying to catch them(:
with ahgong beside me , it is MORE fun :DD
then times up le la ): no more no more.LOL.
so had to go ! but there's next time ? :DDDDD

then took bus back to CCK MRT .
and MRT back to AMK .
this time with my fishes , it was quite weird><
LOL.then went home to throw them in the big
fish tank , hehehe , SAW THEM EATING KFC.

went to upper pierce to eat prata , at Casurina(:
ate banana prata ! it was so sweet (:
then was paper and onion . hoho .
eavesdropping is fun (: LOL .
right ahgong ? :P
i had the urge to EAT ALOT today!!~
then took bus back to AMK (:
TO HAVE KFC :DDD
this time i was dying , dam full (:
wahahahahas . $$$$ wasted.

then went to buy hair dye :DDD
ahgong dont let me buy this ,
don let me buy that . hehehehehe.
cos will look dumb . wakakaka.
then went home lo .with ahgong ,
and YEA!! after a FIGHT ! i managed to snatched
the CARD from ahgong !! (((:
ONE DAY I'M GONNA WALK HIM HOME.
dont like him walk back alone . ):
then i dye my hair . hohoho .

wheees ~ i made ahgong tired again .
I CARE . I WANT TO TALK TO AHGONG LAR.
really really really !~
time should just come to a stop when
we are having fun together. hehe.
AHGONG IS WORKING TOMORROW! T.T
will miss him so much .
WORK HARD ! :DDDD
and see ya tomorrow !!!
don angry with me le lar . T.T
okok ? ):



SOMEONE 'S GONNA BUY THIS FOR ME
FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
SO HAPPY ! (:


wheees!
somebody wants this.
and the somebody is gonna get
plenty of this =.=
T.T











































CBNB!shall have an outing soon!

Our SAKURA! wheeeees :DD

went out yesterday to have a
wedding lunch at marriott hotel(:
i don't like my table de people so i JUMPED to
the other table :DD hehehehe!
so so so de fun la this table :DD
so was eating , then MAZEL , have to take
care , make her sleep , so difficult cos it's NOISY!
in the end , she didnt sleep -.-
Drinking red wine was not a good experience.
Cos i cant drink to my fill , and my body is so
so so so red! My sister cant stop saying that
i'm a NOOB at drinking ><
and the waiter there is funny !
KEEP WALKING OVER AND ASK ,
" can i serve you a second serving?"
do i look very hungry ? -.-

After the lunch , went for shopping(:
bought something at celeste .
IT WAS RANDOM :DD
went to cousin's house ,
yea , I GOT MY COMB BACK! :DD
went home watch ghost movie on
channel 8 until can't tahan lo.
so SLEEP !
recieved sms from ahgong this morning(:
YEA! HE'S BACK :DDD
missed him alot,heeeheee.
and then we're playing HUMAN PETS on
facebook . wheeees , fun :D
the only thing i'll play bahs .
I OWNED AHGONG . hehehe.

AND THIS WAS THE MONKEY I"M TALKING ABOUT!

Jia min got a job as cashier ,
ahgong got a job to
entertain the aunties while they
are shopping as a handsome boy:DDD

They all got a job throught the interview!><
LEFT ME ONLY ):
INTERVIEW AT TPY:
interviewer: "are you able to carry 10-15 kg of goods?"
me:"pause awhile , can "
interviewer: *look at me , still looking*
finally , she say ok.

went out for interviews today.
okays la,the THAI EXPRESS de was
okay , need wait for a few calls (:
hope can get one with shifts , not
whole day ! ><
was quite tired today, bleh!~
but i persevered ! (:
Ahgong got me panadols :DD
yes ahgong ! 8 hours , 2 tablets! :DD
my head has probably fallen in love
with ahgong shoulders , hehehehehe!
GONNA WORK , although don feel like :p

will be here waiting for ahgong (:
MISS YOU!


Yeah… (ooh…) yeah Mmm

I (I) can’t (can’t) help (help) it
When I’m not around you (boy)
I always seem to drift away in dreams (dreams)
About you (about you...)
Cause When I'm Without You (Boy)
It always seems like part of me Is missing baby

Sometimes I don't call
Like I don't care at all
But secretly, you're the only thing
That lifts me up
And makes me smile
When I'm un - happy
All you gotta do is call
And suddenly things don't really
Seem so bad at all
(boy, boy, boy, boy)

(Boy) I need you
(Boy) Adore you (Boy)
Gotta have you (Oh boy)
I wanna feel your touch
This ain't no little crush
So come and get my love
Baby anything you want (anything you like) (boy)
Feeling you (Boy)
Fiending for you (Boy)
Just waiting on you (Boy)
When I see you (Oh boy)
I'm gonna wrap you up
Inside my love
And never let you go boy
Never let you go boy
Yeah…

My (My) heart (heart) races
When my cell rings
I just make a wish and if it's you
My whole day changes (oh boy)
'Cause when I know
You're thinking of me (Boy)
Heaven knows
Suddenly it's not so dismal baby

Sometimes I don't call
Like I don't care at all
But secretly, you're the only thing
That lifts me up
And makes me smile
When I'm un - happy (oh boy)
All you gotta do is call
And suddenly things don't really
Seem so bad at all
(boy, boy, boy, boy)

(Boy) I need you
(Boy) Adore you (Boy)
Gotta have you (Oh boy)
I wanna feel your touch
This ain't no little crush
So come and get my love (come and get my love)
Baby anything you want (boy)
Feeling you (Boy) (killer)
Fiending for you (Boy)
Just waiting on you (Boy)
When I see you (Oh boy)
I'm gonna wrap you up
Inside my love
And never let you go boy (oh boy)
Never let you go boy

i am still uber tired to bathe now><
but i promised,so i'm gonna bathe and
rest now(:
no swimming tomorrow!
next time liao lo! T.T
GOT WEDDING TO ATTEND.
yes! got seat for me liao!yea^^v


i'm gonna dye my hair another color! :DD
just helped mama dyed hair (:
wheeeees :DD got to go liao !
dont wanna got killed ! T.T by
SOME SCARY OLD MAN !

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
It always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
It always killed my pride inside.
It always wastes my time
Again, again..

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again..

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
'cause all of mine just fades. (all of mine just fades)
No, i don't feel what i felt before.
I'm back inside this cage.
Again, again..

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again..

Again i burn, take it all.
Inside my head, i hate the world,
Because i don't know (don't know)
I let go
Again, again..

Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
Underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
'cause all of mine just fades.
Again, again..

Again i bleed, again i shake.
Again i fall, again i break.
Wasted, hated.
Again, again..

Again i burn, and take it all.
But inside my head, i hate the world,
Because i don't know (don't know)
I let go.
Again, again..

Again.
Again.
Again.
Again

Bitch,i'm talking to you here,don't treat me like nothing.i'm just being nice right?fuck.knn.at least answer ? nabei .

Went out with ahgong today :DD
wheees :DDD right , i will stop being
a crybaby ! :DDDD LET'S NOT dont cry over
minor issues (: CRY BIG ! :DDDDD

WHERE WE WENT:

FROM 0930 - 2130 pm trip today.

Took 132 to bukit merah , went to grandma's house(:
Took 139 to Plaza sing for breakfast at long john.
Took 502 to IMM.
Took 502 to Suntec city.
Took 133 to AMK.
Went home,HUB,playground! :D
we practically walked the whole day(:

Only ahgong can put up with me , i wanna go everywhere! :DD
i wanna go to fishfarm , bird park , and the ZOOOOO again ! :DD
i wanna go little india , chinatown and geylang !
i wanna go to malaysia ! i wanna go to the goatfarm.
i wanna go CYCLING at night.
I wanna go barbeque(:
i wanna have buffets .
and i wanna go SHOPPING ! :DD
i wanna play at XSCOOP , sweets and more sweets! it is fun fun fun fun fun!
(to recoup my loss of 4 bucks today for 3 pathetic sweets): )

glad i didnt bring my phone out today ! :DD
it's such a fun day today,taking bus not MRT.hehehe.
ahgong HATES mrt . :DDDD
we bought 12 donuts today , sick after 3 :DD
saw jingting,jiaen and nicholas , they wear until
so NICE , me and ahgong are wearing :
SHORTS and SLIPPERS. ><
we love slippers :D os maybe just me (:
at night went to watch QUARANTINE!
ahgong reads it in a weird way :p
THE MOVIE IS CRAP !
i regretted not watching madagascar.T.T
i know how to swing ! (:

Time just flies , ):
it was time to go home .
HOMED.
AND STUPID AHGONG DIDNT HAVE A PROPER MEAL TODAY OUTSIDE!
FOOD:
1)Long john , 3 piece combo.
2)Shihlin chicken
3)Donuts

thats all .hehehehehe.
i missed my WATERMELON ICE BLEND! ><
goodnights~


i don care what you wanna say,i'm not gonna say anything.
millions of words to say for your accusations but i'll shut up.
say whatever you want to others . think before you speak ,
have you got your facts right ? NO you dont.
STOP implicating others too . i am me .

I HATE J******N! T.T
I HATE YOU TO THE CORE.
IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.
I HATE YOU! T.T
AHHHHHHHH!KNN.

BLEH! PANGSEH yijoe,kah hao and amos they all last friday :P
they went for pool and movie and lan , heh ? next time lahs,
no me ok de lah.have the rest(: msn so xiong. garh !
and they went for fish and co =.=
Amos doesnt seem guai now . Esther too. o.o
surprised.

i actually asked jiamin whose birthday is on 4th DEC .
oh it's ANG GUANG LIANG and LUQMAN HAKIM.
will remember the days we both mug like mad at NEBO.
and come back soon . hehe.
WORLDBANK!
"the day when the worldbank borrows from katrina is
when the economic is real bad" LOL . i'll remember.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DD

Interview tomorrow (:
wanna work with jiamin .
the girl who work for 4 days and earned
$450 bucks ! ><
our job we're applying is not really
appealing DD:

Had our ZEHYBYE outing yesterday:D
Met FIONA, JIA MIN and JOCELYN HOE.
wheeees :D just kept talking , long time never
chat liaos,miss them so so so super much(:
Went to eat SAKURA , me and Fiona were
like HUNGRY GHOSTS ! :DDDDD
WHAT I ATE :

1) one plate of dumplings,with some chicken,rice,siew mai.
2)one plate of sushi
3)one bowl cream of mushroom
4)one bowl of claypot laksa
5)one plate of fish
6)one plate of cake,fruits(:
7)chocolate ice cream
skipped some ))))':ALOT RIGHT ?! O.O

gonna eat it again !
I WAN MY STEAMBOAT!
SOMEONE EAT WITH ME!!!!!!!!!
STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT !!!!!!!!

Wait till jiamin and jocelyn turn on their
engine ! :DDD
ahlim and ahtan is imaginary friends!
FIONA'S CHAUFFEUR IS REAL :DD
i love ZEHYBYE OK ! :DD

Interviews coming up .
All on thursday , went for a few today.
realise so many shops are hiring, :

it was such a wonderful feeling till you destroyed it and make me cry again.i guess i'm not a good girlfriend.

I want to be with my ahgong everyday!
DDD: why do i work in the first place):
25 december seems so far away !

thanks ahgong for bearing with my complains.
talking to me on the phone.
and sms-ing me :DD i love you.

I MISS AHGONG !
will see you soon ! happy happy!
WE'LL BE STRONG !!!

I HATE WORK ~
but the pay is good!